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[07 Jun 2006|10:08pm] |
so, i went to Jersey the second. I did NOT go to Jackson. I did NOT see Sam, Hanh, Jess, or Quanna... the four ppl i would have broke my back to come to Jackson for. Instead the family was sick. I didnt even pass go and collect $200. =[. I did get a Geleti from Ritas and two cheese stuffed pretzels. =] and ample time to sit back and think about things. I planed on gettin on here and ranting about how much i miss my sister, how much i wish we were all together again, how much i wish i had all my Jersey friends here with me, how i wish i could find a guy i can like and 0% drama, how Bri has a pic up of her and Mike as "tru lovers", how much i jus wanna erase memories for a good month and jus chiiiillll and then come back to reality.
I'm blamin myself. NO I'm takin my rightful blame....
SO i got a B+ in Algebra and English... i'm inferior and on punishment... pray for me...
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[28 May 2006|02:56pm] |
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i jus say a pic of dom, and i kinds of missed him for a good whole 5 mins.. dunno why. he's an ass. a big one at that... i need to shower and watch more movies. schools out. boredom.. porb go to the pool again with dj... and then me n dj will go hit up monarch :P .. *mikes at brandens house, brandens lives in monarch :)* ..
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[20 May 2006|05:36pm] |
nearly two months since the break up.. and yes, still quite single. i'm nto sweatin anything. he's still mine. no matter how many girls still like him/love him/ wanna get in his pants. he's mine bitches. and sadly i'm his. i cant even kiss another person.. i still sneak after school to visit him. i still count down the days till i get my liscenses to see him everyday after school. i mean we need to understand each other.. its not that hard its jus that its lik as close as one of us get to knowin the other we get in an arguement and get bounced back to square one all over again... but no matter how much we argue or he tells me i remind him of blair -- which ticks me off b.c blair is a liar. she lied to him and i never have and never will -- i jus flat out love the boy
summer is near. testin all next week. i got a shit load of homework. damn. then headin to jersey i believe. then back to atl. then to jamaica. then back to atl.. dunno after that... jus hopin it'll be fun. :)
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[16 Apr 2006|03:50pm] |
UPSCALEDJLIB: SORRY UPSCALEDJLIB: IM BACK OhBoyItsCita: yeah u better be srry UPSCALEDJLIB: I AM UPSCALEDJLIB: YOUR FOR PACK UPSCALEDJLIB: FOUR OhBoyItsCita: shut up.. OhBoyItsCita: lol UPSCALEDJLIB: WHAT ARE YOU TALKIN ABOUT FOUR PACK OhBoyItsCita: i want a four pack... abdominal... if i was talkin bout liqour i would have sed 6 pack UPSCALEDJLIB: UMMMM ......YEAH OhBoyItsCita: hahah... chels and jen are ridin their bickes to my house... idiots UPSCALEDJLIB: HAHAH A SHAME THERE HAPPY THEY GOT THERE MOFO BACK OhBoyItsCita: hahahahahahha .. wiat i dont get it UPSCALEDJLIB: NOTHIN WACK JOKE OhBoyItsCita: veyr wack... almost as wack as me UPSCALEDJLIB: NO UPSCALEDJLIB: I JUST TOLD MARK U SINGLE OhBoyItsCita: WTF!? WHY OhBoyItsCita: he might like walk to my house n try to rap me r u psycho!? OhBoyItsCita: lol UPSCALEDJLIB: LOL UPSCALEDJLIB: CAUSE WELL WE KINDA KNEW YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN GETTING DUMPED UPSCALEDJLIB: Str84romLI (3:29:16 PM): ayo son UPSCALEDJLIB (3:29:46 PM): YO MIKE DUMPED HER UPSCALEDJLIB (3:29:54 PM): IM TALKIN TO HER NOW Str84romLI (3:29:56 PM): wat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UPSCALEDJLIB (3:29:59 PM): YEP Str84romLI (3:30:29 PM): tell her i wanan holla UPSCALEDJLIB (3:30:36 PM): I DIDI Str84romLI (3:30:37 PM): lol dead ass son UPSCALEDJLIB (3:31:14 PM): SHE WAS LIKW AWWW MARKY HAS A LITTLE CRUSH ON ME Str84romLI (3:32:15 PM): ??? marky? wtf UPSCALEDJLIB: LOL OhBoyItsCita: lol.. wait u knew i was gettin dumped? UPSCALEDJLIB: OPPPS NOPW UPSCALEDJLIB: NOPE OhBoyItsCita: WTF! OhBoyItsCita: COREY U FUCKIN KNEW I WAS FUCKIN GUNNA GET DUMPED!?!?! UPSCALEDJLIB: KINDA OhBoyItsCita: HOW SINCE WHEN? N WTF! UPSCALEDJLIB: LIKE 4OR 5 OhBoyItsCita: LIKE THE AFTERNOON? OhBoyItsCita: LIKE HOW HE SAID SOMETHING OhBoyItsCita: ... DONT LIE TO ME. UPSCALEDJLIB: LIKE 4 OR 5 DAYS AGO OhBoyItsCita: ook LIKE WHAT DID HE FUCKIN SAY?! UPSCALEDJLIB: YO ITS NOT MY PLACE OhBoyItsCita: fine wateva OhBoyItsCita: >:oekhihguioherio thioerhiohyiohiog.. thats why u was all "cita move on" blah blah blah OhBoyItsCita: shit UPSCALEDJLIB: NO BUT ILL TELL U EVERYTHING LATER I HAVE TO GO BE ON IN A HOUR UPSCALEDJLIB: IM ABOUT TO GO UPSCALEDJLIB: BYE UPSCALEDJLIB: DONT FORGET UPSCALEDJLIB signed off at 3:45:24 PM.
--- hahahah so it was comin for me huh?
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[30 Mar 2006|11:21pm] |
i have a lot to say.. BUT i just got back from a reack meet :( and we did sucky so we have practice tomorrow. i have three days of Algebra homework to catch up on *ratioonal equations=crap* holes, and asymptotoes and stick a needle in my eye!!!--- and i'm tired as fuck.. so much to update.. anticipate it..
sam i love u.. kick ass... come see me for spring break!!!
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[14 Jan 2006|08:24am] |
dont go to sleep crying b.c you wake up with puffy eyes and look like mr.magoo.. i know that was me wed night. i woke up thurs lookin HORRID! but it was okay b.c i was in ISS and was sittin in the front of the bus b.c the stupid bitch of DRIVER IS... WELL A bitch. SO i got to stare at her and give her diirty looks from the mirror. some other ppl i gave dirrty looks along the say *dee- she cant sit with me in the front so i gave her dirty look then gave the bus driver dirrty look... dj- ha hes funny and sed "cita why u mad" ... meg- she's slowly starting to annoy me more and more and that's a bad thing for her. she should stop bitin my girlfriend. hint hint bitch shes not turned on by that! grrr... mrs. stewart b.c she yelled at me first thing in ISS.* ISS was weird. mr slaughter was niice to me since homeroom. he let me sleep. and i know he saw me eatin my bag of candy. hummmm. too bad i'm not allowed to get in there anymore..
dont leave without telling aomeone how you really feel. i almost did that. i got mad and a situation *meg bitin dee* and i didnt look at it as "dee was not bitin meg, b.c dee loves me and she knows better than to anger me over some little shit b.c i'm prone to blowin up over some little shit.* see i can take on bit situations b.c they are spontaneous jus send u in a whirliwind. but little shit can be avoided and if u cant avoid them u should be backhanded. but still my temper. well i couldnt take it anaymore after me runnin upstairs gettin a few good tears out i was like "i love that loser down stairs..." so i called her up asked her something. got over it. hug hug kis kis *i hope she knows i love her*
dont leave home without good underwear. the painters are in :( LUCKILY i have my own PMSin radar reader and aunt flow moderator *dee* who keenly reminded me * pack ur friends *... ahh once again i love her,
dont be love struck like me... to hell with that everyone needs to be once in awhile :)or maybe longer
dont ignore ur dog when he is crying.. I MISSED MY RUSTY YAY!!!!!
--peace out homies
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[09 Jan 2006|09:41pm] |
julessa met the mystery woman. shes not ugly she not pretty shes cute. my prediction jay is not gunna be faithful. ha i dont think she has been from what i heard. relationship length = 1 week
i called te-te leah. dee gets mad and asks if i'm 100% over leah. i say no. dee says "i think u made the wrong descion and should be going with leah right now" sappy moment+angry moment= major argument. i say i'm over leah b.c its not worth arugin with her over someone i dont wanna be with. she takes back her statement
i get intouble. niice. dee leaves early. goes to megs house. meg cant come out. dee tells me she thought about goin to megs house but she didnt. meg tells me she came to her house. dee has jus lied. nomatter how small and stupid the lie. SHE LIED. excuse? of course u were already mad and i didnt wanna make u more mad in my book her excuse = bs... bs=me mad for majority of the day... apology note blah blah blah. angry bus riide. i'm sorta over it. walk the dog together. still not over it. late niight meetin at 9:18... dammit i love her...
I GOT A B IN ENGLISH... good lord... my grade in english went from a fuckin 69 - an 83 in two weeks...
jersey fri :)
science fair log book...
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[21 Dec 2005|12:08pm] |
my break sucks ass. if tete does not find her self over here i think i'mma go drive my car off a bridge... not with me in it of course jus for the dramatic effect...
i didnt really apply anywhere but aero... and i think thats shot b.c i heard the manager bitchin and i was like "i would shoot someone".. and i think other employees over heard.. :( i shud keep my mouth shut sometimes...
sappy moments with dee :(
horrible friendships :(
so bored i wanna chill with mike :(
i think i shud call tim so i can go out tomorrow niight :)
me tete tim partyin ...hmmmm sounds like a plan that prob wont happen or end in mayhem :(
this break sucks ass :(
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[17 Dec 2005|07:04pm] |
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as i previously stated that whatever i do on fri would be fun... what i did on fri was FUN AS HELL!!!!... me dee n dre went to the mall; chilled with some ppl; bought ling-ge-rie... LOL...; got three large pizzas; got chips and dip; played truth or dare jenga; took pics that somehow got deleted by mornin; never got to watchin movies; half a bottle of vodka was hogged by dee; swapped clothes; fantasized about angelina jolie and amber <33; talked about everyone and their mothers; did dees hair *mind u she is a fuckin hot ass femme*;talked about girlie things; bed at 4am... woke up at 8am... jolly ol time...
THEN REALITY HIT... the reason we were havin the sleepover is 1- twas my b-day yesterday...2- dee was leavin today...:(... at 3:00 she came back over... that must ahve been the saddest moment of my winter break so far. my baby is leaving me for two whole fuckin weeks and MIGHT HAVE TO GO BACK TO NY.... why?!!?!?!?! why does this shit happen to me?... i guess i'll just wait and see when she comes back... all i know is i miss her ... alot alot...
nothing more riight now. i just need to go nap and cry a little.
--WAIT... CITA IS APPLYING FOR JOBS :)
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[13 Dec 2005|09:55pm] |
one word to describe my birthday.... BRUISES.... i only have like two.. which is a shame b.c i need to bave records to show that leah, drismia, jen, n dre jump me... dee got her licks in... no pun intended. and reggie took it upon himself to pinch me 16 times... ahh the joys of gettin older.
today sucked balls. until i came home and took a nap and me and dee chilled. where would i be without her?... sane? lol jk.
i have no clue what i'm doin friday... i jus know its goin to be fun. :)....
i feel like typing more. BUT. julius ceasar is callin me and i need sleep. EXAM WEEK. pssh... algebra and english tomorrow.. pray for me... :)
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[09 Dec 2005|04:51pm] |
its my little sister's maya's bday today. and like all of my other friends i have no clue how old she jus turned... i think 15.. maybe 14 who knows.. shes one year older...
life is good. i'm probably not going to be doing anything for my birthday .. which sucks b.c i mean really, its my fucking SWEET SIXTEEN!... Mia is goin to be in London. Dee is going to be in NY. Leah has a game. Dre works late. J... do i hang out with her? and Te-Te is a juvenille delinquint who smokes weed in the girls bathroom 2nd period. LOL. I'm not spendin a whole niight with Beau and Dj.. That leaves me with chillen with Myiesha, Ryan, And Acevedo... which basically = me gettin wasted at a hotel party and almost dyin on the way home... hmmmm.... sounds like a plan to me :)
speakin of hotel parties... there is one tomorrow i miight be stoppin in on. --
me n dee are aiight. me n mike would probably stab one another if we see each other which i kind of like :)... i have to go do lots and lots of review packets... :(
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[08 Dec 2005|07:20pm] |
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i need to start using this thing... like seriously ASAP.... tomorrow... yes tomorrow shall be my first real >/i> entry... i'm sure u can wait :)
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